Life really sucks sometimes...

I'm on vacation from work...just for a week...
Without car to go out, it's been hard... "locked down" at home...
Just feel hopeless about everything! I was looking forward to get the divorce done this week, but guess it won't get done so soon, everyone's on vacation...

Being thinking about all that's happened... Feeling deeply betrayed by the cold calculation of it all, the wicked game in which I was played...

Found new friends, and "found" a long lost girl friend... We talked only once, about two weeks ago, but in the last few days, just can seem to get her out of my mind. I just keep remembering all the great times we passed together, and why we haven't ever dated...
She just keeps popping in my mind... time and time again... it's driving me nuts and sleepless...

Just feel very very frustrated by my current situation... girl less, car less, hopeless... goalless!

Guess it's just a really really bad day! But it gets to you just the same.
Life goes on. My new friends have been great! Offering great help and support through all this shit!
One of the best things that came out of all of this situation was founding new friends, and finding her.

Things will get better, I hope. Sooner or later, it will all work out. It will all make sense.

Someone said the other day: Life is simple, you make choices and don't look back! It makes sense, regrets don't bring back the past... they just drag you down!

Life really sucks sometimes... but that just makes you value more all the little great moments you have and all the friends that save you off going down each and every bad day...